Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Time

So the big question that I have today, which has seemed to be creeping up in my head lately, is "where does the time go".

It seems as though my day goes by so, so fast, which leads to my week going by even faster. This all in turn makes the months, seasons, and, I'm scared too say this for fear of seeming old, years go by very very quickly.

Not entirely too long ago, I was getting dropped off in front of the dorms to get all moved in and be out on my own away from home. Even before that, which again isn't too long ago, I was in High School sleeping through most of my classes and going to whichever sport I was in's practice on a daily basis. And just before then I was having a blast as a kid, playing 5 or 6 sports a year, playing G.I. Joes with my brother, attempting to protect my sister from my brother, going to the pool every single day during the summer, and just generally enjoying life.

I guess this kind of leads me to the second big question running through my head, "Am I enjoying my life".

My instant answer is yes for a ton of different reasons. I have a wonderful wife who makes me happy daily. I get to hang out with a bunch of different friends, spanning from even different time frames in life, i.e. now, college, high school, and childhood. I have a cat, which only makes me happy part of the time. I don't get to see my family as much as I'd like, but I always enjoy it when I do. My job is not bad, I enjoy that some of the time and it is getting more exciting and better. In my free time I get to do most of the things that I really enjoy, so this leaves me wondering, what is missing and am I really where I want to be right now.